Tuesday, May 8, 2012

FRIENDSHIP !

been in the mood of watching some "friendship" tv series. here are some of my favorites tv series of all time. New Girl. How I Met Your Mother. Friends With Benefits. Friendship is the best ship ever !











want it like, now





Sunday, May 6, 2012

all we'd ever need

Boy it's been all this time, and i cant get you off my mind
and nobody knows it but me

I stare at your photograph, still sleep in the shirt you left
and nobody knows it but me

Everyday I wipe my tears away
So many nights I've prayed for you to say

I should've been chasing you
I should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
I should've said all the things that I kept inside of me
And maybe I could've made you believe
That what we had was all we'd ever need

My friends think I'm moving on
But the truth is I'm not that strong
And nobody knows it but me

And I've kept all the words you said in a box underneath my bed
and nobody knows it but me

But if you're happy I'll get through somehow
But the truth is that I've been screaming out

I should've been chasing you
You should've been trying to prove
That you were all that mattered to me
You should've said all the things that I kept inside of me
And maybe you could've made me believe
That what we had, it was all we'd ever need

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

senior year

Good afternoon, good people. I was in my favorite corner in my college's library when i wrote this
looks like another nerd finally find her freedom. hahahaha
Well, this is my senior year in my lovely campus, UPH. next June will be the most unforgettable moment for me and all my friends. Yes, GRADUATION DAY ! I can't wait for that moment to come, but I also don't want to be apart with my silly mates :(
There are so many things that we've been through these 4 years. smile. laugh. love. anger. shy. frustration. tears. happiness. madness. temptation. hugs. everything <3
They are such a kind of friends that people would ask for, and I'm so lucky to have them as my very very best friends :) I believe, we will eventually find our way back together. No matter how far the distance that will set us apart, I know one day, we will meet up again, sharing the same smile. laugh. hugs. happy tears.
Thank you God for giving me these crazy people to accompany me through my hard times and good times. They are one in a million ! Friends Forever :) xoxo

the 2nd UPHS choir concert

anas' birthday

UPH Festival "together in harmony"

metatah eny

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

a falling through

hello everyone, it's been years since my last post. I'm so busy with all of those grown up things. hahahaha. well, since love is a part of grown up things, then heartbroken is also the part of it..
well, I've been fall into a deep love with a guy i dated for 2,5 years. gusoka. that's how i usually call him. our 2,5 years journey seems so beautiful and unforgettable, i cherish every moment I've spent with him. I've ever imagine to spent my whole life with him *i wish* hahaha i know it's way too impossible because we are different ! :)
Everything seems nice those days, until he changed. yes, he is changed :) he no longer a caring and lovable person like he used to :') he even said that "yoong, I just don't love you no more" wow, can you imagine how hurt I was when I heard that?! YES, I'm heartbroken ! he said that he is boring, he give up with our relationship, and blah blah blah. I don't want to break up, I'm so in love with him. I'm trying so hard to fighting for our relationship. I do everything to makes him happy, I do everything he wants, I'm trying to become the person he wanted me to be. I do everything !
Finally, I can see it crystal clear. It's not me, it's him. I saw his photo with a girl, smile happily on Valentine's day. Perfect ! It seems so unfair ! lots of his friends support him, and blame me ! they said the problem was in me, yes ME ! people against me, and I just can do nothing to fix it, nothing ! I tried so hard to understand the situation, I broke up with him, and let him went away from me :')
Time goes by, my friends help me to wake up and stand strong ! they are working so hard to get my back, because they know I'm not easy to handle when I'm dealing with sorrow. well, now here I am. I finally realize, there's nothing I can say, nothing I can do to bring him back again :)
I know, deep down in his heart, he still care, he still have that love for me, but he just stop to shows that feeling and move on :)
Well, gusoka you may see me stand strong, but you will never know how many nights I cried to sleep, how vulnerable I am, and how much I miss you everyday, but I just try to stop showing you how much I care about you. just so you know, I still care about you, still miss you, until now, I always do :)
It doesn't matter how much I miss you, how bad I want you to be mine, I think it's still wiser for me not to have you back again :)


I hope you're happy with your new life without me yoong :) God bless you Reza Angger Kusprakoso

Monday, September 12, 2011


hello people..
who said being fashionable will cost you much money?
wake up girls, being fashionable is not about wearing all kind of branded stuffs on your body. it is about how you wear those fashion items best. I'll show you how :D










i dont need to spend much money to have these look.. seriously ! well, here is the details

white shirt - logo jeans (i got it from my sister)
short pants - i got it from vintage market for only 20 idr
black legging - 35 idr
brown boots - 80 idr ( i bought it from my friend)
vest - 60 idr
brown dress - 50 idr (i bought it in ubud art market)
green bag - 75 idr
necklace - stroberi 39 idr

quite cheap and affordable right?! woohoooo.. from now on, go find another treasure from your cupboard, do some diy and voila you have your new fashion item ! :)


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Rules of Happiness

Are you guys really Happy when you're Happy?

Happiness is a choice. Yes, for some people it is so hard to be happy, because they are too busy to struggle with judging themselves for not being able to shift into a happy state of mind.

Here are some tips that may lead you to happiness :
  • smile a lot - smiling can make your brain start producing a "happy" chemicals, that could make you feel relax and calm. So start your day with smile, it will be a good start for you.
  • sing, sing, sing ! - just like smiling, it will cause your body to produce "feeling good" chemicals. Sing in the shower, sing when you working on your assignments, and also sing when you feel so frustrated, then you'll see how your bad feelings melt away.
  • hang around with your bestiest - having a quality time with your buddies will helps you to overcome your sadness. Laughing on their jokes really help you to overcome your emotional challenges, and make your mood boost to the highest level.
  • get a move on - being active will makes you happy, especially when you are doing such an activity that you love ! and then voila, your mood will change rapidly.
  • be grateful - this is the most important one. say thank you to everything that you have and appreciate in your life. this is the way to increase your happiness and helps you eliminate taking everything for granted.
  • meditate - aha, this may be hard for you, but this could helps you much. Find a relaxation that you comfortable with, like listening to the music, or having an aromatherapy candles in your room. This could helps you to regenerate yourself.

That's all about having a happy life. You may try some of the tips, and grab your happiness ! good luck :)